Saturday, October 6, 2007

legs turn to a quivering mess
arms become a canvas for my blade
cheeks feel raw from the constant tears
eyes are swollen & i cant seem to see properly
soul feels crushed by a legion of pain
spirit ... vanished
i feel besieged by this crippling illness...
I’ve been eaten alive by this monster...
this fucking pill doesn’t work!!
I’ve lost the real me...
migraines from sleepless nights crying over nothing in particular...
overwhelming thoughts of nothing ... but everything...
attempts of turning emotional pain to physical don’t seem to work anymore
"small pains" don’t do what they once did...
"big pains" may cause more than just a few drops of blood
i'm on a merry-go-round of depression & i cant fucking get off...
the glamorous life of my depression & i...

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