Thursday, November 8, 2007
Dearest Ms S...
You promised you'd keep the bubble making factory going when i left you...
I guess some promises just cant be kept...
You fought until now... with the fucking disease eating away at every part of you...
At least you saw it to your 50th birthday...
We didn't think you'd make it till Christmas this year... i'm hoping it wasn't a jinx...
Of all the girls, you never gave me a hard time about anything...
You were always interested in me as a person... as i were you...
Seems as though you've lived a great life... however cut short...
You were such a great person in every aspect... thank you for making work interesting...
They said we had to vitamise your food... but you hated the shit & wouldnt eat mashed up old people's food...
So.... i fed you dim sims :P~
I dont understand how you could've been dehydrated eventhough u were a on a f.b.c ....
obviously someone wasn't doing their job... and it ultimately cost you your life...
in hospital they said to put a feeding tube in... but you kept your dignity right up till the end and refused to be fed through a tube...
i know the person you are... you would've hated being fed thru a stupid tube...
Thank you for screaming out "you fucking bitch" to that mean lady who wouldnt let us pass on the walkway while we were going out for coffee...
Thank you for turning to me one morning while i was giving you breakfast and saying
"i trust you"
Thank you for asking me what Mr.X and i did last night... everytime i was showering you... eventhough everytime my answer was.. "nothing... we're too boring & broke"...
you just replied with a warm smile
Thank you for not judging me when i had problems & broke up with my ex...
Thank you for being brutally honest... for the smiles...
for the opportunity to have met such an amazing woman...
Although, sometimes you couldn't remember my name... i was never upset with you because you knew who i was... just not the name...
i knew it was the disease... not you
i always wondered...
why you thought all Italians were good in the sack...
(eventhough you apparently were never with any... lol bullshit mate)
what your fascination with grabbing everyone's arse was...
how u kept smiling & laughing.... in that depressive environment
I miss you Sal Bell... Shmelly... Bubble Making Factory... Stoner... hehe
but i know you're free now & that you hated MS
R.I.P beautiful
you'll forever be in my heart & remembered
with much love & heartache
Miss X
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