Saturday, December 1, 2007
a night in Melbourne...
a few hesitations as we rolled up to Southern Cross station cos im crashing @ mum & dad's tonight...
im worried dad will crack it @ me again... do i not speak to him? do i pretend like nothing happened? am i suppose to suck up to him and be a "good" daughter? ... we'll see what happens aye...
Mr.X waits with me as my Pakenham train arrives & we say our goodbyes... "i'll see ya tomorrow baby!"
Mum picks me up from Dandy... we get to mum n dad's place.. dad's outside with a couple of mates havin ciggies & beers... everyone says hi...
Mum resumes her game of Mahjong with a bunch of annoying, old Chinese women... they talk shit (as usual) "ur so black.. u've lost weight.. u haven't even been gone that long.. why dont u speak proper Chinese?"... fuck you all cunts...
Everyone leaves... i call up my mate Terren to see if he wants to go out.. Bubble? we'll see how it goes...
i feel sick from the shitty train food... oh well it was free... i crash out on the couch next to dad who's snoring whilst holding the remote 2 his newly installed satellite which is all chinese crap.
Mum makes up the spare bed for me after a little talk... i fall asleep.. woken by mum sneaking into my room with a wad of hundreds in her hand.. "put this away and dont tell anyone.. i want you to have it cos i know you're broke".. she sneaks away and keeps cleaning the house....
I see Barry!!! she's skinny & i cant wait to see her kittens.. she only has 2 left now... she walks off and comes back with a ginger kitten dangling from her mouth squeeling... she puts the kitten down in front of me... as if to present her baby to me... so i make up a little bed for her & her baby... (cardboard box & blankets) ... we know she has another kitten somewhere.. not sure where... but i figure they're under the house... Barry wont get the grey one so mum pushes her out the door n shuts it behind her.. after 10 minutes of sooking.. she walks off, returns with a grey kitten... they're all happy in the box now.. and so fucking cute!!!!
Leaving dandy ... dad hands me another wad of cash... im quite surprised. He was nice to me all day today.. we all sat & watched tv n were a family for once... anyways... he told me it was for my birthday n stuff and told me to be good & work hard... on the way to the station mum tells me he's changed & he's such a nice guy now... he cried & apologised for the way he treated us all... i guess he cant bring himself to apologise to my sister & i face to face... but thats okay with me... i hope he stays this way... mum is happy .. finally..
anyways.. i've typed too much.. i got my nails done a couple of days ago and im still not use to having long nails yet hehe..
rock n roll bitches!!
Miss.X
